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sacramentalist) wrote2018-09-06 01:41 pm
sacramentalist) wrote2018-09-06 01:41 pm
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Oh, fuckity fuck, I'm still obsessing about the past. I hope it'll pass, soon. Here, I joke about anticipating train-wrecks online and you're all witnessing me unglue.
Hey. It was my 20th anniversary last week. Tomorrow is her 60th birthday. This shit gets me thinking.
Anyway, I unwisely peeked at her FB, something I've done only 3-4 times in the past. I was more curious to see if she blocked me. Otherwise, why bother? Oh yeah: "Behind every great woman is ... herself." Eyeroll. Then I want my time and money and pride back, bitch. Happy fucking Birthday.
That "I DID IT ALL MYSELF!" rhetoric started at The End. I thought she was venting about the kids' father. No, she wasn't even thinking of me. At all.
OK, I'm done.
Hey. It was my 20th anniversary last week. Tomorrow is her 60th birthday. This shit gets me thinking.
Anyway, I unwisely peeked at her FB, something I've done only 3-4 times in the past. I was more curious to see if she blocked me. Otherwise, why bother? Oh yeah: "Behind every great woman is ... herself." Eyeroll. Then I want my time and money and pride back, bitch. Happy fucking Birthday.
That "I DID IT ALL MYSELF!" rhetoric started at The End. I thought she was venting about the kids' father. No, she wasn't even thinking of me. At all.
OK, I'm done.
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She's a good person. And she's been through a lot. Slow dying parents and brother. Son requiring open heart surgery. Thing is, she didn't t have to do it herself, but I'm sure she managed via cheerful attitude and never stopping, ever. And the booze helps.