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Jul. 29th, 2018 09:39 pmI'm back to work from a week's vacation. I'm not freaking out about work on a Sunday for the first time in a while. I'm sure I'll be inundated with random stuff tomorrow. My two fears are
1. something breaks when I'm gone and it's something I can easily fix.
2. nobody needs/misses me
However, I am completely fucking myself over by not doing my insurance claim. If someone said "hey, fill out this form for thousands of dollars!" I would think I'd be on it. But no. Maybe if it was somebody else's stuff. But I just look at the photos of the mess and start to find prices of things and I just let myself be distracted and "I'll do it later. I'll be excited to work on it tomorrow!" but I never am. I can't even get someone to do it for money, so maybe it's more unpleasant a chore than I'd assume.
1. something breaks when I'm gone and it's something I can easily fix.
2. nobody needs/misses me
However, I am completely fucking myself over by not doing my insurance claim. If someone said "hey, fill out this form for thousands of dollars!" I would think I'd be on it. But no. Maybe if it was somebody else's stuff. But I just look at the photos of the mess and start to find prices of things and I just let myself be distracted and "I'll do it later. I'll be excited to work on it tomorrow!" but I never am. I can't even get someone to do it for money, so maybe it's more unpleasant a chore than I'd assume.
